I lost you I know.
There's no right thing to say.
No way to show.
Without you to end the day.
It was never a game
And I am to blame.
Apologies are they worth it? Its done is it not?
Your hand was on the door I could feel the sting when it started to turn. You were more to me than you could know. You were the bright spot on some of the darkest days.
I wouldn't tell you and its my fault for that. You asked for my holiday and I couldn't give it to you. I don't know how many more she has. Any other day and I would have moved mountains.
You stuck it out longer than I could have ever imagined. Hell we started with you walking away. I never wanted to ask you stay that seemed unfair, unrealistic.
I truly want you to be happy, even when I know that isn't around me. I may have been nothing, than you won't feel a thing.
Never know what we could have had, just that it ended bad.
Yours Truly,
A
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I can so relate to this.
I like it, I like it.
You had me.
If only you'd said how much I ment to you.
Apologies are worth it. Even when what's done is done. My heart became so heavy as I turned the knob, so much, that I to could feel the sting in yours because to me we were one. You were my world. You were the bright spot of my day everyday.
I told you how I felt too many times and never once did you give me a hint that your feelings were even a tenth of mine. I asked for one holiday and true you couldn't give me that but what hurt the most was that you ended up spending it alone and to me that was so wack.
I stuck it out longer than I even imagined and even had dreams of us joined in marriage. But I guess it was too much for me to ask for although you didn't mind if I was pushing your baby carriage. If only you'd asked me to stay, then everything that I imagined would have been our reality.
I truly was happy, especially when I was around you. You were my everything and that’s why these tears I cry seem never ending.
I always knew what we could have had, but what hurt the most was that you never really gave us a chance.
Always yours,
B
wow...who is "B"?
Just expressing some thoughts. I've been in a very similar situation and wanted to express my side of the poem written by "A".
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